#music – Ramblings put forth

Rain

Hello there dear readers.. How’re you all? Hope you’re doing fine. Its Saturday, so I do hope that its going good for you. Well, let’s get back to the point of the beginning, where I was thinking to not write. More like my lazy self was saying that. But my other half caved in and succumbed in the throes of the bliss known as ‘writing.’ The reason I chose this topic because of its uncomplexity; its raining outside. 18:44 to be exact when I’m penning my thoughts here on the site. I started atleast half an hour ago but, the site kept crashing. I guess the site is enjoying a lazy saturday as well.

My rainy day playlist is on with background music of pitter-patter of rain and its quite relaxing. Except when the clouds create chaos in the sky. However, my mind is living in its own universe. Where the world seems peaceful, less noisy almost serene and fresh. My thoughts need an escape as well. The way its raining outside, the water is pouring down from the sky and making the weather clean. My thoughts are eager to come out so that the previous thoughts can vacate the space for the new ones. Interesting, isn’t it?

Whatever we do, makes us a part of some cycle. Finish-repeat, finish-repeat and so on. Some cycles get broken only to get involved in the newer one. But, that’s life. Pouring of rain and thoughts is just important for cleansing of our inner and outer universe, isn’t it? These ramblings are nothing more than my monologue. I’m just letting them come out in form of words. To wonder more, when our thoughts get the shape of words or later full sensible sentences; they become beautiful for us. Leaving a feeling of a weight being lifted off from the chest. The feeling of being freed from a contraption.

Just like ‘rain’.. the clouds must feel lighter after dumping the water on the earth; only to be part of the cycle of universe. I guess, its time for wrap this verbose here. Time to break the cycle, so that I can enter into new one. So, let’s depart on the genuine note of greatfulness to my readers and viewers who are giving their precious time to read these ramblings. Besides that, an assurance of ‘it’s ok’. It’s ok to let your thoughts pour out once in a while to collect so much more than ‘today’.

Au Revoir! Have a nice week ahead..

Pain

They say when your mind is too addled with extreme of your emotions then it keeps boggling you.It doesn’t let you sleep, it doesn’t let you stay awake. Just a state of a limbo where it gets only difficult to choose;’where should I go?’ So, here I am once again! Timing is a bit unusual but I don’t know what to do? I tried sleeping but I just am not able to sleep.

It’s around 1:30 and the new day has started. But my hormonal self is not at peace. Its raining outside. We call it ‘Bin mausam Baarish’. Everyone is asleep and I am just turning to get comfortable around. I have read somewhere that ‘if our mind is not at peace, then no matter how hard we try we won’t be able to centralize ourselves.’ And, right now it’s not listening to me.

This rain is like a cherry on top. Or, in other words ‘sone pe suhaga’. It’s like the universe itself doesn’t want me to sleep or take rest! Strange no, when we look for peace; it is handed over to us and still it just doesn’t feel worthy. Alas! Sometimes it’s actually painful to be a human. We have a mouth to express ourselves but when on the very same hand we are taught to turn a blind eye.

You know the feeling when you know that you shouldn’t cope up with such things, but ‘beggars can’t be the choosers’ situations arrive and you have to turn a blind eye. And later it eats you up? Emotions are so flickering.. If they are levelled up, then everything is ok. But if they turn a pinch extreme then they clam up on you.

Sometimes, all we need is a little nudge to see a little light. A nudge to see the sky from the pain we are going through. I guess now I can take a break. The rain has stopped as well. Quite impromptu drop of ramblings. But they say one shouldn’t stop the flow of thoughts. Because, they’re meant to be unstoppable.

This is it for now. Au revoir..À bientôt!

Music..

Hello there Everyone readers and visitors alike. So, I was just going through my playlist right now, and then I just started wondering that how would I survive without it. Then, one thing lead to another, like they say; world is an oyster you can do anything. I mean yeah I am getting out of track,. Aren’t I? I do that alot I guess. But all an all, at last I arrived to conclusion that this is worth to put on ‘ramblings’; so why not?

I mean a large amount of our time is spent with shuffling our lifelike playlist. Our changing emotions are like higher and lower notes of a song. Like aggressive emotions are equivalent to high pitched noise. Take example of Opera. But gentle emotions are equivalent to sweet notes of a song. For example; a lullaby. Then, the day to day music we listen to. Honking of the horns in ‘harmony’ like they are greeting each other. Giggles of small children. Where their oblivion to the monotony of life shows that no matter what but at least a bit of innocence is still preserved in this world.

Barking of street dogs from one street to another. Like they are claiming their territory to not let any rouge enter. Thundering of clouds. Like they are saying, “Dude! We are the boss here!” And then comes the “music of emotions”. Like, when the mood is cheery, the music turns cheery; peppy music. But on the other hand, when the day is getting downhill, we also want to make our songs agree with us . So downright emotional or heartbreaking playlist gets to be the chart buster.

So now I guess it’s easy to relate that how without music,life is monotonous. I know quite dramatic but a realistic as well. Remember the time, when the world was in chaos and fighting a way through pandemic? On one side , when the frontier battlers were looking for solution. And on the other hand, we had to lock ourselves inside our houses. On that time, when there was nothing to do except being in a close proximity with your never ending thoughts. Which really do have a fantastic ability ‘to create a mountain out of a mole’.

No pitter patter of people’s footsteps, no chartering of conversation, no ‘greeting’ of vehicles. It was the time where really it was felt that how a world can press it’s pause button. Strange,when we have something; we don’t value it and then when it is taken away, then we really appreciate it’s worth. How life teaches us the concept of ‘hard love’. Like: ‘value it otherwise,it will slip away.’

So, that’s it in ‘ramblings’ today. Gotta go to face the music of life.Signing off from here, Au revoir! À bientôt!