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Pain

They say when your mind is too addled with extreme of your emotions then it keeps boggling you.It doesn’t let you sleep, it doesn’t let you stay awake. Just a state of a limbo where it gets only difficult to choose;’where should I go?’ So, here I am once again! Timing is a bit unusual but I don’t know what to do? I tried sleeping but I just am not able to sleep.

It’s around 1:30 and the new day has started. But my hormonal self is not at peace. Its raining outside. We call it ‘Bin mausam Baarish’. Everyone is asleep and I am just turning to get comfortable around. I have read somewhere that ‘if our mind is not at peace, then no matter how hard we try we won’t be able to centralize ourselves.’ And, right now it’s not listening to me.

This rain is like a cherry on top. Or, in other words ‘sone pe suhaga’. It’s like the universe itself doesn’t want me to sleep or take rest! Strange no, when we look for peace; it is handed over to us and still it just doesn’t feel worthy. Alas! Sometimes it’s actually painful to be a human. We have a mouth to express ourselves but when on the very same hand we are taught to turn a blind eye.

You know the feeling when you know that you shouldn’t cope up with such things, but ‘beggars can’t be the choosers’ situations arrive and you have to turn a blind eye. And later it eats you up? Emotions are so flickering.. If they are levelled up, then everything is ok. But if they turn a pinch extreme then they clam up on you.

Sometimes, all we need is a little nudge to see a little light. A nudge to see the sky from the pain we are going through. I guess now I can take a break. The rain has stopped as well. Quite impromptu drop of ramblings. But they say one shouldn’t stop the flow of thoughts. Because, they’re meant to be unstoppable.

This is it for now. Au revoir..À bientôt!

Clouds

Hello there readers and ramblers. If you are still there. I know it’s been a while since I have not written. But they say ‘if you have lots of things to ponder upon then settling those thoughts will take it’s sweet time.’ So, yeah I am trying to be back on track and some pause or breather is always necessary. A wise person once said that ‘it is ok to take rest and take a back seat and just look around’.

So, I was returning back home and just thinking or shall I say summarizing or reviewing my day and hence a mental pros and cons of the day was there as well and then; like someone  was calling me to knock some sense into me. I looked up to the sky and; those cottony clouds were practically demanding my attention.
I know things usually do that and all but, me being my ever imaginative  self thrive on imagination.

Again, those clouds made me think that how things are just perfect with their imperfections. They come in different shapes, sizes,colors and textures. Grey and thick clouds forewarn us about heavy showering and thunderstorms. Cottony and white  clouds indicate a clear and honest weather. Just like humans. Everyone in this world carries a mark of the battle they are fighting everyday.

Waking up and leaving that evil bed in the hope of a promising day is the first of many battles which is fought by us. No matter who and what role is ahead us to play. Then come the battles of satisfaction and coordination. I accept we come in this world alone and no one is going to be with us when it’s our time to depart. But to live and breathe we need people, don’t we? And to survive a day ‘art of appeasement’ comes forth to play its role.

Each and everyone is different from others. Like a palate of different colors or a beautiful sky full of mismatched clouds! We are our own teachers because no one else can give us the valuable lessons unless we invest ourselves into it wholeheartedly. I can be wrong as well.

So what do you think about this round of ramblings? Your reviews and remarks are always appreciated. And thank you for sparing your precious few minutes here on these ramblings. Au revoir! À bientôt!