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Borrowing Moods From the Sky

I know, I know—one might wonder, “Is she onto something?” or “Why is it never-ending for her?” and whatnot. But today, it’s all about the weather.



Everything was fine: the grey, rumbling clouds; the sudden absence of light. However, things turned when it started pouring.



Haven’t visited a shrink or psychologist yet, but pouring brings the worst out of me. So today’s ramblings are more about my own cluster of thoughts—somewhat aligned, more or less all over the place. Ready to win the race of taking up the most time and space in my wandering brain.



Ever been through a situation where your body starts taking cues from the weather around you? Well, who’s going to beat you at unhinging you if your emotions are in the driver’s seat and not ready to wave a white flag anytime soon?



It’s 4:20 by the clock, and I’m ready to sleep off the day because it’s time to activate autopilot mode and sign off for now.



Au revoir! Always thankful to smell mercies.

The Art of Choosing

You know that state where you end up standing at a crossroads, unable to decide which path should be taken or whether you’re on the “right” one. It is the stage that can either tether you or humble you—the stage where you either become the best version of yourself or slowly fade away like a speck of dust resting atop an ancient tome or relic.


What is strange about a dilemma is that it is not something that occurs only once in a lifetime. It is something that may confront you repeatedly, offering timely reality checks along the way. Isn’t it an oddly rewarding experience, where life never stops teaching you, regardless of whether you are equipped with training wheels or not?


The good thing is that your past self never truly abandons you. Somehow, it finds a way to guide you through the uncertainty and help you emerge from the state of dilemma. And when you do, the next thing you feel is pride—a slightly corny smile, a deep sigh of relief, and a profound sense of appreciation for the journey that brought you there.


Au revoir!
Always grateful for having my own back.