A point where you can’t turn from, or neither you can go/move forward—where you can see and feel everyone around you moving to their destination, but you are the only one who is stuck, like someone has glued your feet to the ground and hasn’t let you off.
Well, that, my mate, is desperation. It is something which makes you question your own authenticity. It is something which makes you question the loyalty of the people around you. It’s a point where you want to give yourself in or give yourself up. At this point, everything seems vague and unclear. Occasionally, our tears become the wall to protect us from the harshness, but sometimes they are the only things which don’t let us reflect on ourselves.
Today, I’m also desperate to be present here so that I can keep the chaos away from me. But, look at the irony. They say running away from something actually chases you back instead of letting you be off the hook. I think it’s happening with me too.
Again, everything comes back to the simplest question: “How to break this cycle?”
A solution to everything chaotic around you is the epitome of peace himself, “Mahadev.” Just bury yourself from where you’ve come. If you think He has made you a hamster to chase something, then be it, because He knows how to take care of His ward.
Au revoir,
See you around.
Ramblings put forth 